Blooming Through The Crack

Illustration of a ctacked vase repaired with gold, holding flowers grouing upward

 

About a month ago, I was drawn to the Japanese philosophy of kintsugi—the practice of repairing broken pottery with gold. Not to hide the cracks, but to honor them. The break becomes part of the object’s history, even its most meaningful feature. The repaired vase isn’t returned to what it was; it becomes something else—something arguably more valuable—because it carries a story.

I worked with an image of a cracked vase, gently repaired, with flowers growing from it. At the time, it felt symbolic—an idea shaped by reflection and imagination.

Then, this morning—cool and drizzling, December 23, 2025, in Southern California—I noticed something unexpected in our front yard. A small flower—perhaps a petunia or vinca—had found its way through a narrow crack in the brick. Nurtured by a tincture of persistence, it was growing not despite the crack, but because of it. The crack was the opening.

Seeing the real flower so close to the imagined one stopped me. It felt like art echoing life—or life reminding me why the image mattered in the first place.

Over the past six years, health challenges have introduced their own fractures into my life—interruptions I never would have chosen, lines that altered the shape of things permanently. Like many people who move through illness or hardship, I learned that repair doesn’t mean returning to “before.” It means adapting—allowing the break to become part of the structure, not something erased but integrated.

What struck me about that flower in the brick was how little it asked of its environment. Nourishment was scarce. Conditions were far from ideal. And yet growth happened anyway—quietly, beautifully—adjacent to the flowers in the potted vase, facing their own winter hardships.

Maybe that’s the larger lesson of kintsugi, beyond pottery or philosophy. That meaning doesn’t come from avoiding damage, but from what we allow to emerge through it. That cracks are not endpoints. They are pathways.

For anyone carrying a visible or invisible fracture—a scar of sorts, physical, emotional, or otherwise—the crack itself may be the place where something new is able to bloom.

Flowering Plant Growing from a crack in brick plantar in my front yard


Footnotes

  1. Kintsugi is a Japanese art form in which broken pottery is repaired with lacquer mixed with gold, silver, or platinum, emphasizing rather than concealing the break (Wikipedia). https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kintsugi

  2. The illustrated image was created in collaboration with an AI tool, based on my own concept and direction.

About the author
Donald I. Altman, MD, is a semi-retired plastic surgeon exploring illness, recovery, and the small moments that reveal resilience.

5 comments on… “Blooming Through The Crack”

  1. Muy profunda su reflexión. Recordé a Miguel Ángel que dejaba muchas de sus obras inacabadas, y parece que él decía que la escultura estaba dentro del mármol mismo esperando salir de esa piedra. Es como esa flor que usted describe, que aunque atrapada entre los bloques y sin más favorables opciones florece a como dé lugar. (Quisiera preguntar algo en privado, de ser posible).


    • Donald Altman


      Hello Rita,

      Muchas gracias por su mensaje tan reflexivo. Me gustó mucho su analogía con Miguel Ángel. La idea de que la escultura ya existe dentro del mármol y que el artista simplemente la libera siempre me ha parecido hermosa.

      Hace muchos años leí The Agony and the Ecstasy, la biografía novelada de Miguel Ángel escrita por Irving Stone, y esa imagen se me quedó grabada desde entonces. De alguna manera me recuerda a esa flor que logra crecer entre las grietas de la piedra — incluso cuando las condiciones no parecen favorables.

      Si prefiere hacer su pregunta en privado, puede escribirme con gusto a donaldaltmanmd@gmail.com

      Best,

      Donald Altman, M.D.
      .


  2. Mary Kriskovic


    I was one of your patients just before you got ill. I was thinking about you today. Thought I’d try to look you up. SO Happy to see that you are doing so well.
    ❤️❤️


    • Donald Altman


      Thank you for your kind words, Mary. I hope you are doing well. ❤️❤️


  3. Eunice Bowen


    Dr Altman what can I say…
    What a wonderful person you are!
    We go back many years when I had my first procedure done by you in the 1980’s location before Penthouse Sand Canyon. Little did I know I would have a few more surgeries until breast cancer in 2008/2009. I will never forget how much you helped me with advice making suggestions what you felt would be best for me. I could never have gotten through all I went through without you. I am forever grateful and thankful for you. I can’t forget your wonderful nurse, anesthesiologist and office staff. I happy and proud to call you my friend. We both experienced challenges with our health and thank goodness we are Survivors. Being strong and Positive helped get us through all.
    I always wish you the Very Best.

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